So, here I am. I have always loved to write and have never had a problem expressing my feelings through the written word. Maybe that's why I like to text and email so much. It's easier for me to express myself that way than vocally. I'm sure some people would say that I need to seek help for that; that I need to learn to communicate. Who determines what communication truly is? If I feel better after getting my feelings down on paper, why is that unhealthy? Don't get me wrong, I would much rather be sitting with an actual person talking with them and sharing with them, but that can't always happen. And when you're like me and can express yourself almost fully through the written word, then why not utilize that gift?
This is why I have created my blog. I have had quite a year and truly have had several people concerned for me. This way, I can express what I'm feeling, they can read it (or not) and see how I am coping and how I am doing. But more so, it is a way for me to relieve myself.
So, as I mentioned before, read this, don't read this; doesn't matter to me because I'm doing this more for me than other people. Writing helps get "it" out of me and onto paper. It's part of the healing process I've decided it's time to start making. It's part of my journey to desire. Enjoy!